Have you ever had a dream that life seemed to crush before your very eyes? Well, that happened to me. When I came back to the Lord at 22 out of the nightclub life and God healed my singing voice at 24, I really believed God would use me to reach the world with His message of HOPE through Jesus Christ. However, life happens and it uses people to crush any ray of light that your dream might be fulfilled...ever.
Then I read a story in Numbers 22:22-35 that I had read hundreds of times before, but this time it began to make sense to me. My life is not at all about me, but it is ALL about His plan for using my life and the pain I've experienced for His glory! It's all about dying to self and allowing Him to speak through me.
My new saying: "If God can use a donkey, then He can certainly use me!" God will use whatever and whomever He can to get His message out to a lost and dying world! We need to just be available to be used. I believe if He had used me at an earlier age before all of the pain and devastation that I would have gotten in His way. Now I lay emotionally prostrate before His presence in total submission for His perfect will to be performed in and through my life!
Do you want God's perfect will for your life? Read Romans 12:2 on how to achieve it. I don't want to make a living...I want to make a life! I want to see my dream come true as I walk in His plan that was set since the foundation of the world. See my dream as it has become a reality: www.brendaingraham.com
BLESSINGS!
Brenda
